Friday, March 13, 2009

Darkness

feel damn lonely.
feel just like dying..
why they have to fight?
its because of me?
oh i wish to get out from here,
the place I use to call heaven now its hell,
oh god,please take me away,
show me the way,
its my destiny to be here,
its better if I never be born,
they would never suffer from having me,
if I can redo all over again,
I would,
in wish to make them happier,
I'm willing to do with all my heart,
if it will cost my soul,
because for me,
inside of me already dead,
oh,please angel of death please take me away,
there no more need for me to be here,
just take me away,
they will be fine,
because they have their two heaven jewels,
for me it just for charity,
oh, I want to run from this hell,
because not only them that suffer,
I also feel like suffering from my existing,
how i envy them that found happiness,
I want to feel the light of happiness rather than this,
oh,someone anyone please I beg of you please just take me away,
please...